MONDAY BULLETS ON TUESDAY

Copied from April 2011

To do:

• Look through photos for memory boards 
  
• Call social security to figure out dumb stuff
• Go to post office and get stamps
• Go to therapy

Contemplating:

• Selling two cars and getting one
• Songs for friends to sing at the service and parties
• How much I loved my husband

Eating/Craving:

• Honeycombs
• Protein bars
• Coffee
• Avocado toast
  

Listening to:

• Dan's playlists
  

Wearing:

• Dan's cardigan
• Wide legged jeans

Addictions:

• My blankie

Missing:

• My husband's kisses, hugs, cooking, laughter, funny little dance moves

Making:

• Collection of notes and thoughts as I grieve
• Tags for special gifts at memorial service

Wish list:

• New book "The Light Eaters"
• A used Subaru Outback. Dan found me my dream car 8 years ago but it is time to let go. *sigh*