Thursday, August 8, 2024

THREE MONTHS



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HOW ARE YOU? \\ ?


    I feel very strong and positive. 

        I know that I will live in Dan's love forever.




I see myself and think. I am ::

\\ capable.
Tender.
    (loved) \ Resilient.



I also feel sick with grief. 

It is so   B  I   G  and achey
inside my chest.

I often whisper over and over, "Dan!"






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HOW ARE YOU INSPIRED TO KEEP GOING
WHEN IT IS HARD? \\ ?

        
Honestly, there is so much sorrow in the world and I feel mine is a tiny speck within it all. 

I am not alone.

I'm inspired to help others - those who are suffering, 
who need hope.



And, Raine.






HOW IS RAINE DOING? \\ ?

\\ He is his father's son.
Their shared : qualities are showing when he comforts me--

    \\ kind, thoughtful, caring, quick wit, optimism. 





And after writing about Raine on this blog for the past 12 years,
I now know there is only so much I can share.
He is a young man now.
His own individual.






***

He desperately misses his father.
He takes it a day at a time.

***







\\\ I always knew losing his father would change him.

It has only made his heart bigger. //


 

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